In the past year...my life has seen many changes.
I graduated high school..I intended to have my own apartment...
I had a room mate in line, a job and just a lease to sign....but something hit me...I was afraid.
I was afraid of officially being by my self, I was afraid of work becoming my life and I was afraid of not having the proper accountability in my life.
I chose to stay home with my parents until I was married or at least 25.. I know this is a crazy thought process for someone of my age but there is a back ground to this way of thinking..
My baby brother has autism and because of that I never had a normal experience at home with my family, so my parents and I agreed as he is living in a group home (and is very happy and has much more opportunity with all the resources given to him. He is roller skating, golfing, swimming and even almost speaking living in this home. (i'll touch more on his story in a later post) it was a good opportunity for us to spend a bit of time together. So it was agreed I could live at home rent free as long as i was going to school Working.. or both.
I met the guy of my dreams
As i mentioned in my first post on this blog, I wasn't making the best life choices in high school...so as I graduated I had to distance my self from some (not all) of the friendships I had.. this was very hard for me as the people I was moving on from meant a lot to me...but there was to much negative temptation in being around them. In search of a new place to be I found the college experiment at the Bridge church.
The first time I hung out with David, he asked me what i was hiding, my first thought was who does this guy think he is...but a little more into the conversation I began to fall for him. A month later after countless talks . walks and "not dates" he asked me to be his girlfriend in the parking lot at the summit Mall around...10 pm (August 14th!) we prayed over our relationship...and our journey began.
This relationship opened my eyes to what it really means to love someone... The heart flutters and butterflies are great but what happens when those diminish and your relationship is just a norm? It may not be a choice to fall for someone...but it is a choice to stay in love with someone. The movies don't tell you this... they tell you that once that epic kiss happens..you get married and everything falls into place....yeah not so much. A dating relationship means the person you are with needs to be your best friend. David and I love our share of being cute and romantic...but sometimes we just need to laugh with each other..sometimes we need those late night talks about life, stars, the bible, who comes up with things like the human centipede (don't ask) .
And DIY..
I fell in love with DIY over the last year I found I have a Knack for making things. My inspiration is almost always the blog A beautiful mess (
http://abeautifulmess.com/ ) The often have great Ideas for hair, Food, and pretty little things you can make!! I love making things for David, with my best friend Kassidy, and just for fun things.
I plan to start doing tutorials...as well as fun things about my projects.
That being said....in the next week I am hoping to start on my and David's Halloween costumes.. and I will be updating on that over the month of October!!!
were planning on Bo Peep and Woody
So excited!
Thanks for reading!!! XoXo