So Here's the thing..

I have a confession... Job searching makes me nervous. Iv'e only had one job that I've ever truly loved....aaaaaannnnd it's not paying the Bills but so goes life.. So starting tomorrow I am going to search high and low for something that will let me work mornings so I can continue with my current job in the afternoons. When I was 15 I fell in love with theater, and rather than moving to NYC I would like to be a drama teacher to give back what was given to me.. God presented me with the opportunity to work for a company called Kidscape Productions....This was a huge leap of faith as the job i was originally working made me cry every day (I don't handle being yelled at by random people from Wisconsin well) but it was ok money.. Im nervous but prepared for tomorrows in devour.. I am not at all sure what God has in store for me..but I know having Faith in him is all it takes.. 

My life as a child was hard at times, as my baby brother suffers from severe autism. He is one of the most special people in the world to me, but sometimes he would have melt downs that lasted hours and hours. If I had had a place like Kidscape to go, to let loose and feel free to be silly a lot of that would have been easier. This is why I love this job, kids need atleast one person to care about them in the world and if the kids coming to my program are in that situation.. I want more than anything to be there for them.

So my dear friends.. or who ever might stumble upon this post please keep me in your prayers, as I start this crazy Grown up adventure tomorrow...

EEEEEEEHHHHHKKK!!!!