Oh The future.... Here we go.

Im not really sure where to start here...but I have to put it somewhere....

If you are a friend with me on facebook or you are personally close with me in general you know that these past two years have been an emotional roller coaster. I was fired from my job and humiliated, My husband took on a worship leader job that ended terribly, I developed an anxiety disorder due to all of the crazy, But also my 2nd niece was born, I married the love of my life, I adopted the puppy I had always wanted and I launched and more recently re-launched my You-Tube channel.
Im Finally in a place where I know what my new dreams are. And that feels pretty good but it also feels really scary. I find myself waiting for something to happen that will ruin my dreams. That being said I need to say this somewhere because I don't want to let my anxiety win. I don't want to give up and run away.
This January I will be launching an etsy store.
I will hopefully be selling hand made and or re-furbished Jewelry boxes.
Some of the DIY projects I do either on my own or on youtube (depending what it is) I dont really want to sell anything from ABM because it wasn't my original idea.
And possibly wedding, christmas and Halloween decor as is appropriate
My You-Tube Channel will become a top priority.
Im not in this for the views (not that i don't want them) but i'm in this because I enjoy it. This has been the best way to battle my anxiety and I love it. I love sharing my projects, I love sharing my stories and my thoughts on things. I have loved youtube since I was 14. Ive been debating sharing my channel with all of my friends on facebook either The first monday of November or waiting until January and I honestly think I want to wait just to get a little more confident with it.
I want to finally move on from my traumatic job experience..and that means a lot for this blog because Im ready to start blogging more. So get ready for more Tips and Tricks and just living life. I am ready (in January) to move on and be someone..

XoXo Nica
Check out my youtube channel I can use all the encouragement I can get!!!
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCeMkbDOrvKBI5Ozdu_r0XCA